This is so Undeveloped

I sit and write of all the times I feel left
left to think
left to wonder
left to move aimlessly
to move in any direction than the one I want
anger so passive I don't realize its there
it builds and builds till it's resentment
do I resent where I've found myself
who I've found myself
what I've found myself
to be

when does this fly away
is it too late to turn around
find another direction more pleasing
was I too passionate too loving
did I scare you when i cared
where does this leave us
are we friends or enemies
do I hate what has happened to me to us

fly away and don't return
I wonder if I will care when your gone
who will I be
what will I be
where will I be
after that

I guess there is only one way to figure that out
leave, leave, just leave
leave me alone
let me be, let me think
of all the things I've missed
places I've missed
people I've missed
so far

hope that I find a way to run
to see the world through new eyes
vast and interesting everything is
so new to me so fresh and new
can't believe I've missed this

And when you've flown through the sky
when you've realized what you left behind
I'll be here to offer you a perch
So rest your weary wings and take a breath
You have a friend who will hold you up
Over the storms