This is so Undeveloped

There is no getting past the fact that in less than a month I will be a college graduate. This also means that I will have to face the real world as such. While I know I can make it and all that jazz it doesn't lessen the shear terror of having all this placed on my shoulders. I guess I was supposed to be preparing myself but then how do you do that?? I would also like to point out that my sister was preparing for her wedding at my age, scary huh. Well not really for me since I am not planning a wedding or really planning dates or anything of that sort.
I am debating with myself if a "its going to happen eventually" stance to politics is a bad one or not? I mean for such controversial topics its inevitable that eventually it will get passed in favor of some left wing liberal. Not that I'm calling myself a liberal more like a moderate. While I still have conservative beliefs I see myself as politically moderate. I'm still trying to figure out where I need to stand with my beliefs.
I have a bad case of seniorities seriously its terrible. Its so hard to motivate myself to do homework and to study.
I'm still trying to figure out what I am doing next year. So far I have only interviewed seriously with one company, PAI in Greenville. That means I will have to find a place to live in Greenville and find a roommate and somehow survive. While I don't want it to seem like I have any problem with Greenville just out of my comfort zone. I'm also wondering what is going to happen after a year. I have had plans to join the Navy but who knows after a year. Too many "what ifs" floating around to be certain. I guess you can say that I'm still trying to find where I fit into this puzzle called life. I'm leaving it up to the One and Only G-O-D. Its still not easy to sit and wait for that still small voice, just wish sometimes it was more direct.
I still have my aspirations to be a rock star. I enjoy music more and more which sounds totally crazy to me but it seriously is happening.